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2008-11-23T04:11:00.000-08:00

how is it tt something can control everything you do so much.. that in the end it messes up just about everything you knew. from the way u do things to mind set and even perception of time and how we relate to others... its sian..... =\

2008-11-16T03:52:00.000-08:00

kinda sian tt.. i've been holding back from everyone, esp u.. cos i din wanna mess things up.. but now its difficult to reach out and help.. =\

hello!!!=)

2006-12-21T21:01:00.000-08:00

ok. back from holiday=) haha. actually been back for abt a week or so... but had band fest yea. hmm.. band fest was kinda fun. but also kinda dissappointing lah.. was fun too learn new pieces and meet all the new ppl. but our pieces well.. short of charming asia.. the rest kinda sucked.... even if we played well we d look lousy next to the other bands... y din we get more fun pieces?.. all so pathetic one..... pls the horn n trumpet sections like cannot tune one!! sigh.. but our Eb clarinetist was like.. wow pro.. haha.. love his tone. all the way up to... wad ever note tt was... super hi concert d i think...or something like tt. haha. like the korea Eb part. shall go back to nj n try it out. wanna play it well too. ahha. iif only njs Eb n better condition. haha. shall go try=))

o hey! i got a photo blog now. the pics come out one a day. so can go there take a look. rite now only got 1 i think.. theres another on njcs photog one... haha.. mine is http://hashbr0wn.aminus3.com

njcps: http://infocus.aminus3.com/

yea. go take a look k?=))

oo hey1 i put on braces liao! haha.... amazingly can still play=) first day my tone abit more reedy and flat.. but yesterday was better alrd. haha.. its abit uncomfortable. but not much prob playing. haha. then ermz... eating is a BIG prob.. haha.. its really hurts when i bite... even like. sponge cake hurt!.. haha. tt day ate fries.. had to cut them first!... so stupid lor. haha. feel so disabled.. haha.. then took so long to eat dinner tt day. haha... have to eat with a scissors.. feel so pathetic. haha.. but well. think the wrst of it hasnt come yet.. supposed to get lots of ulcers n sores. haha.. but not yet... tts good=) haha.

o!! looking forward to wed!!=) haha.. shall make e band do funny breath support exercises=) fun fun fun=) well.. until i sort n resize the photos from my trip, cya=) will post them up soon=) haha. bb=))

holiday=)

2006-12-09T06:34:00.000-08:00

heys=) yea... this weeks been pretty much sian... haha... well.. exp for the "class outing" and band bbq. haha.. but then bbq was just abt the best. other than tt was mostly slacking at home.. quite depressing actually... haha.. then fri went to extract the next 2 teeth. this time the injections hurt ALOT. exp for the upper jaw.. haha. dunno y.. last week it almost din hurt at all. haha. then well... now wthout teeth on both sides. then cos of the stupid metal thing they put in i cant even close my jawz so my teeth touch each other. cant chew properly. so all my semi chewed or unchewed food just gets swallowed. after tt will have weird feelings in my stomach. haha.

then hmm...o hey. today was quite cool.. we went out to amk central for breakfast. then met mr yan chee seng there!... haha... almost couldnt remember his name. haha..w as my chem tchr for 1 term in sec 3. he was probably the best sci teacher in ac and he had to leave. (other than mrs lam tt is) the rest well.. not v good. haha. anyway, went to talk to him, n his wife said she tot me b4.. she looked familiar.. but dun rem a mrs yan in acjs... haha.. o wells... so interesting. haha. hes perhaps one of the... 3... well.. ya. prob 3 tchrs from barker id actually want to meet. haha..

now just packed to go off to msia 2moro. somewhere called murobok.. i think tts how u spell it.. close to thailand.. so its a good 12 hr drive i think... sighs.. haha.. wonder wad to do... but.. we staying at my dads frens house.. well.. not sure u can call it a house... its 2km^2!! tts HUGE
haha. theres even a (real) waterfall and stream and... and.. dunno wad else. haha. hope there ll be nice pics to take there. haha.. perhaps wild life other than cats n lizards=)

o ya.. prom nite... it was quite fun=) haha.. well.. till it got to the clubbing part. tt one was... well. prob the worst thing in the world.. haha.. ok lah. not tt bad. but ya. you get the idea. took quite afew nice pics. will post up.. haha. there was one of one of the council ppl... jamima i think.... haha.. anyway, just so happen to take a shot of her tt looked like studio shot. haha.. quite nice. the depth oof field is really nice. haha.. got alot of other nice pics too. haha. but mostly of kapo=) haha. and some... hmm... interesting pics from the stage bandd=) haha. ok ok. shall stop talking n start putting up pics=)

hmm.. this nice sea anemonae shell=) then the wave... nice effect=)
o o.. nice rite?.. haha. well.. doesnt always have to be a nice butterfly=) haha.. the pic looks wonderful full size. haha.. love the depth of field=)
this is the pic i was talking abt. haha.. great lighting. haha. love e shadows. the ballrm had great shadows on e stage too=) love slr colour and tone reproduction!

the evil candles tt tried to burn us everytime we tried to lean on the stage!! haha. but another quite nice shot=)
o.. this is the stage band pic was talking abt. haha. the soloist looked really quite pro in the pics ... haha.. esp jia hao... but dun have tt file on the com now
the bridge i took after i got tired of the club in 1 minute=)
another one.. love the way the aperture gives a star like shape arnd the lights!=) haha no need filters=)
o.. here r some funny shots of kapo playing with e rubber ball=)

he misses mabel... haha. maybe.. but i noe i do.. haha. sigh
fat fat frog=)
hmm... this picture is interesting. haha.. like the lightings and the shadows... got lots of smooth tones

my niece judith!=)

clarke quay at sunset=)

well.. hope u enjoyed all the photos=) haha.

band pics!

2006-12-06T19:37:00.000-08:00

hey ppl, thnx to everyone who put in effort for yesterdays bbq! was great! nice food too=) haha. n thnx to all e seniors for coming over=) hope yr all enjoyed it as much as i did. haha

anyway, her are the pics. shall post the prom ones too.. then after ive sorted will put up sweetest couple tooo!!=)) haha congrats to kirby and dency!!! haha.

work sets in

2006-11-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

well... pw went quite well, class chalet was great and things been rather slack for now... nothing really much has happened for awhile i guess.. but now work shall start to set in.. have to start revising. especially worried for everything actually.. but then.. tt isnt especially anymore... o wells..

worried for maths:
the only way i know how to do well is practice.. but well.. tt works quite fine.. but it just feel so super disorganised... im not sure i actually understand the concepts... just do the questions.. then i dun feel tt i really know it..
chem:
well... frankly i dont think our chem department is very good.. but its not all about tt.. for me.. im not really sure if everything they ve given us is enough.. perhaps.. and most probably i din practice enuf.. ok. granted i didnt put much effort into chem but instead focused on the other subjects... well..now im kinda lost for chem. lots to catch up.
bio:
i guess i know wads supposed to be known. more or less.. but i dun noe wads expected of us. like.. answering techniques n stuff... dunno wade xactly they re looking for and probably make too many assumptions... so im kinda lost for now too...
geog:
human i have totally no idea.. physical... ermz... ok lah.. but also v confused
chem H3
also v confused.. but i think shld be able to sort it out... like... im not very grounded in the basics so im having quite abit of trouble with it. sighs...
gp:
ermz... help...

so ya... with so many things.. im like quite lost for now... and.. o.. i just got word from miss wong.. i din get in for bio o... she asked me to tell navin too. but not ian so well.. i guess congrats to ian! hope you get to go canada next yr=P take loads of nice pics=) i think ill start to work more on a lvl stuff... ya.. with tt gone.. alots shattered.. sighs.. so dun expect me to be up to much in the coming week or so... but then again... im sure God has His reasons for not letting me through. thank You Lord... please help me to continue to improve on the talents You have given to me. help me find a way to serve You with them... Amen

more pics=)

2006-11-12T19:58:00.000-08:00

hey=) some nice photos from frasers hill=) afew of them also from class chalet. haha. got lots more funny ones. but havent sorted so will upload at a later date=) cya!=) n enjoy=)

some nice pics

2006-10-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

must say "wow" =) haha.. think they re quite nice. esp the flowers=) hope you like them too=)

things to "do"

2006-10-24T06:54:00.000-07:00

things i dun wanna do but am doing:
pw, clb, gp, human geog

things i wanna do but no time
take some good photos, bio h3, bio o, building something, go beach, go out, sleep more

things i wanna do but cant do
go see mab, get a proper lens

things i need to do but havent been doing ( no time)
sorting notes, revising bio, chem, maths, sleeping more, practice clar, i&r

things i feel i cant be bothered abt
gp, human geog, clb

things i ve been doing
pw,pw,pw and......... pw, some bio o... pw

well.. i think.. the things i really wanna do now would be... bio o, chem (and h3), getting a lens, basically... relax... and well.. most of all.. would really love to get to c mab. haha... want the things i need to do to go down.... but now all it seems like doing is swelling... cant things get less?!... like.. being torn in countless directions... not to mention the other things ive been doing wrong... or dunno wads happening... haha... i think i just talking rubbish now...

stupid things

2006-10-23T10:16:00.000-07:00

yup. so promos are over... but whats the difference?.. for all i know, things seem to be piling up even more.... sighs... i really hate it... why pw?! why gp?... and why am i taking a contrasting subject?!!!... not that im gonna spend my life looking at rocks..really... am i gonna be head of some tnc?! why do i have to learn things im never gonna use?... so much for holistic education....

aiya.. im just really worked up now.. so tired. then theres pw. then theres band, h3, chem and geog to sort out, bio and bio o to learn, maths to practice... wheres the holiday?.. its really.. alot of stuff to do. well.. at least results were more or less ok... only maths was satisfying..

bio-73%
chem-59%
geog-62%
maths-67%
gp-40%

well.. still ok. and i hope will be able to get the h3 with this. but well.. not really happy with bio and chem.. failed the essay Q for bio. again!... ah.... then chem... i dun really noe what happened.. prob cos i din focus much on it anyway... tt means lots of stuff to do this "hols". plus h3... need to sort tt out.. i mean.. im not even very sure wads happening in h2 now... soo there lots to doo. though i think its mostly lack of practice.... i think im gonna do lots of bio essays this hols. and lots of chem and maths too.. then give the teachers some stuff to mark.. haha..

sigh... dun really noe wads wrong with me... i dun feel like doing anything at all. all i wanna do is sleep. and talk to ppl.. i dunno... but all i seem to be doing is nothings. and thinking of mab... sigh.. things so diff withoug her.. like. everything changed over nite.. come home, i dun really have anyone to do things with... madeline hasnt been very helpful either... dunno.. the way she does things makes you think tt she just does things for herself.. and well.. i dunno.. everythings just changed... for better or for worse.. i just dun like it.. i wish everyone would just get back to normal... at least it doesnt feel so weird... ahhh... i really wish mab was still here... things would be so much better... home doesnt seem so nice anymore... aiya... i think im just talking rubbish....

but really.. i think i spend qite alot of my free time thinking abt how much i miss her... the rest of the work and stupid things just makes it worse... i hope it ends soon.. i hate things this way...

well, good nite...

hello=)

2006-09-29T23:08:00.000-07:00

hey everyone=)) finally got some time to blog. haha. act.. always have time.. but end up doing something else. haha. anyway, i changed alot of stuff. changed the layout, "abt me section" and, since the response to the colour scheme was so extreme, changed background and font colours. haha.. think its alot better now. go take a look k? haha=)

well.. shall just talk abt some of the more recent events. haha

ermz... o. mabel left for cambridge last wed... seems like shes quite ok there. second day and she can go skating already. haha. things back here are.. very different at the least... like.. now only 4 ppl. and for me.. seems like loosing alot. haha.. since shes one of the few ppl tts been close to me since i could ever remember. haha. yup.. been v different. and sometimes it just feels v weird tt she isnt there to talk to and do silly things with. haha. quite sure will really miss, and prob ardy do, but im sure she ll be fine there. thank God for the safe flight there and how she's settling in so well and pray for continued protection over her and her frens there with her. =))

now in the midst of promos. seems v different.. its one exam ive been really putting alot of effort into. well.. at least for maths n bio.. and abit for chem.. seems v accomplishing to work on something and c tt u really improve and feel better. haha.. just sat for maths on fri. and GP the fri before...

i think.. after these 2 papers i feel so relieved. gp went well.. think i wrote well and aq was quite nice too.. essay topic was "branding is everything in todays society. discuss" quite ok for me. haha.. brought in like.. camera branding, macintosh vs windows and... nokia vs other hp brands. so the essay was quite organised. the aq.. there was one point abt brand loyalties. so just used on of the arguments in my essay. and i used dyson firms example for my aq! haha. first application of human geog. though.. not in human geog. haha

maths.. was pro 10000000000 times better than cts. though prob wont score anywhere above 65, quite ok lah.. when i counted by those i couldnt do i think will minus abt 25 marks... but im sure therell be problems here and there then will minus some more. so ill be happy with a b=)

now 3 papers left. chem, geog, bio. hopefully chem n bio will be fun=) doing tys for chem and notes for bio. i think... supposed to do geog today. haha. but really dun feel like it. haha.. geog so... dunno wad to study. haha.. shall just do atmosphere later. yups.

o! got a new camera! the Nikon D200 yups. . haha. its v v nice. and really powerful. but still not used to it. like.. big jump from compact to SLR. for one... the size and the lenses. no where near as flexible as my previous. then cos im using a slr lens not Dx, its v tight. but will get used to it soon. its really really good. haha... 10.1 mp, 5 frames per seconds. tts super fast. haha. apparently its label "semi pro" but other than one or 2 small differences its as good as professional Dslrs. haha. think will save up n maybe goo some cash converter or something to buy a DX 18-70 mm lens. then wanna get 70-300mm. but tt will be later. haha.. wouldnt mind a macro too=)but i think tt will be like. 5 yrs from now or something. the lenses r so ex. haha.

the colour reproduction is just... wonderful. exactly wad it was in real life. taken some really impressive shots with it alrd. shall upload them soon. haha. im sure this will allow me to finally take some real good photos. haha. looking back.. my other cam was quite lousy. haha. but still usable. so.. after promos will be going on a photo spree to build up a nice set of good photos to send in for competitions at the end of the year and next yr. yup.

well.. i think id better get back to studying soon.. will post new pics up soon. cya!=)

somemore pics=)

2006-06-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

well.. here r the pics.. hope u like them=)

heliconia=) they should have this breed in spore.. the purple v nice=)

nice effect by the waves=)

.. byte. ya. long time since ive got to sail one of these.. kinda miss it=/

sea hibiscus. pretty flower. esp the argmt

nice rocks. like the way theyre so separated from each other=)

reflection in my wide angle. nice purple hue

some flower i saw at the tea plantation

o.. this pic is cool.. looks like some star fighter thing. haha. really like the colour combi of the flowers=)

ever seen a glitter sticker from the back?..... with flash?=)

and.. finally.. the super cute pretty cat=) we saw at some coffe shop. haha.. really pretty=) n was quite small to. haha. cats r just so nice to take pics of=)

forest of moss.. haha.. looks huge rite?.. act.. this pic. was like.. <5cm across

o.. think this is some boliao pic?...

think again=) this pics so cool lor! a WHOLE tanker full of hcl! haha. cool=)

talk about having a sharp focus=)

well.. tts those tt ive taken out so far.. haha.. will have more coming after ive sorted the 5gig of photos i have to sort=) haha.. so many... well nitez all=)

~how great is our God. sing with me, how great is our God. and all will see how great.. how great is our God~

life

2006-06-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

haha.. these 2 weeks my life v simple. wake up. go lib. mug. eat lunch. go back to lib. mug. go home. cook. eat. do rubbish. if got stuff to do mug again. sleep. haha. n its quite amazing act.. i think im working harder than b4 os.. haha.. like covered almost all the maths stuff in these 2 weeks. haha.. doin all the undone tutorials=)) haha.. hoopefully i rem everything.. like.. since i started my minds in a mess.. then some times dunno even noe if i rem wad im studying. o wells...

anyway... 2moro going nlb to meet peckyan and lisa then gonna do maths va.. some funny thing abt joining bubbles. haha. haiz... dun wann a do it=/ o.. just found out tt the warranty for my clar is due in aug... heng.. haha.. no timt now to send for rep.. haiz.. the lower bridge keys keep jamming lor.. then the ppl just keep saying tt theres nothing wrong.. like. when the temp is hi then it starts to jam.. mean i cant play it anything out of air con.. which is stupid.. even in the band rm when the air con goes off alrdy got prob.. haha.. stupid...at least esplanade got aircon.. shldnt be a prob.. but then again.. last time i played there was less than 5 min.. haha.. really hope nothing goes wrong... =)

haiz.. cts next week... left summation and diff n partial frac for maths, genetics for bio, chem bonding n maybe energetics for chem, everything for chi n geog. haiz... need to get at least d7 for chi.. dunno how to do tt.. haiz. no time no time.. if not will get pushed down to clb.. sigh.. y is the cl dept like tt?!... sigh.. need to understadn the text.. but how.... sigh...

for bio.. there this huge hole in genetics.. not sure wad goes where.. so much to mug. partly cos 1) for the 1st part of genetics i din get the notes so studying from campbell. big mess there. 2) second part lectured by wong lilan.. haha.. another big mess there. need to go study. haha.. shall study dna rep n metosis meosis from rj notes.. then c how...

chem.. more or less ok i guess.. noe most of it.. but not sure wad i dunno.. which is the irritating part.. haha.. other than tt i guess maybe just no practice. but well.. its chem. shld be able to get thru.. ah... but... shldnt be maybe.. haiz.. ill go mug more... done some of the tutorials.. alot of concepts dun really noe for sure. well..

geog is a totally diff story. dun even noe wad in the world i have to do.. only noe have a whole lot of notes. and dun noe wad in the world supposed to do with them. no time to read. haha.. shall just go in and anyhow ans i guess. haha.. haiz.. hopefully something goood will come out. dun even how to get the things together.

haha.. looks like i have loads more to do then.. haha.. i guess its good i sorted it out=)) got a whole mess of notes aroudn me now (literally) was sorting half way.. shall take n study.. haha.. haiz. i HATE sorting notes... i hate organising stuff.. haha.. n ppl said i was organised. o wells...

o.. got some nice pics since came back from hols. haha. shall post some nice ones up=) haha. got really cute cat=) shall put tt up first=)

band camp pics

2006-06-15T18:10:00.000-07:00

njcsb=)

happy bday kakeru!

SUICIDE AT NJ!!!! we tried to prevent it... but....
...who asked him not to tie his shoes properly?!=)
seeing double?

some nice nice scenery shots=)

not paying attention during games... tsk tsk..
all ready to get wet=)
nj at nite. green light makes it look like some aquarium...
"...will you marry me?..."
"yes! ofcourse"
this group's done eating....

...this person isn't...our "ghosts"

birthday kiss!! *muacks*

tts it for now... dun cry... there ll be more to come... =)

hope you enjoyed them=)

"holidays"

2006-06-15T17:47:00.000-07:00

haha... doesnt really seem much like holidays.. haha in fact... im sure im studying more now then during ormal term time.. haha... yea... these few days been going to amk library to study.. its a nice place. haha.. dun get distracted so much there so can do more work=)haha... will be going agan later.. hopefuly today will be able to get summation and apgp done.. did trigo n functions n graphing techniques yest.. but think like alot will be wrong. shall go check with the ans later.. n think need more questions to practice.. maybe will ggo find a tys today... maybe popular or something. haha.

anyway... first week of hols had alot of band.. was quite fun=) but din get much done until like last few days.. then second week was totally taken up by bandcamp and then hols. bandcamp was fun=) but had to prepare all the food n drinks. haha. n we bought so many extra drink by accident!. haha.. good thing ppl drank it up. haha. then hols... went to cameron highlands!=) my fav place. haha.. but wasnt v cold.. haha. quite warm.... but there was alot of nice food=) n tea to eat n drink=) and lots of nice pictures to take. haha.. i think im gonnna have a big problem sorting the photos though... haha. took like close to 1.6gb of pictures.. haha.. n b4 tt still had 2gb of photos waiting to be sorted... haha. haiz...=) hopefully will have some nice nice ones=)

o.... tt day at nie was helping mr ho move some super old computers.. then there was one which said "advanced personal computer.... 10Mhz" haha. then everyone was laughing away=) got pic of it below. haha=)
well.. if u take a look at it... theres an indicator light beside the 10Mhz... mean tt its normal speed isnt even 10Mhz. haha=) (for those who dun really noe... 10Mhz is abt.. 200000* slower than the average com this days. haha=))

well tts quite at it for hols now.. haha. need to go off to the lib soon. shall cook something to eat then go=)) haha. n shall be posting some pics online sooon=) take care everyone!=)

YAY

2006-05-31T08:41:00.000-07:00

hey!!! guess wad... haha.. e photo i submitted for e montage comp got into top 10%.. haha.. so shall get certificate of participation.. haha.. so happy!!=)) haha.. even tho its just COP... but soooo coool=)) haha.. yay=))so cool rite?=)) haha.. crazy me=)) its the one i toook from behind my house... haha. =)))))) shall post up=) anywa.. i think will go for the photog seminar this sat at suntec.. anyone wanna follow?.. dun wanna be sitting all alone.... haha=))
i think the descriptions and the name was kinda funny though.. so corny=) ill just put it anyway.. haha. =)

name: contrast

description: "The powerful orange in this picture strikes a stark contrast between the black shadows, giving this photo its "taste". Its a pity though, that not everyone will see it this way as I wouldn't have without the quick shutter speeds and small aperture. This picture was taken from the backyard of my house. Yet, in all the 15 odd years I have lived here, I had never noticed this before. Until... I took the time off and watch the sky.

This picture: created by God, taken by me"

New blog!!!=)

2006-05-30T10:02:00.000-07:00

haha... yea. finally got a new blog.. haha.. been wanting to for quite sometime but well. couldnt find a nice skin. haha.. anywa.. i think blogdrive like.. cant really put many pics up.. so yea.. i just changed so can put nic pics=)) haha.. o wellz... its so late.. n 2moro got band.. so will just go slp now... haha.. took so long to do the thing. haha.. maybe ill blog 2moro or something.. i mean.. later today=))